Sunday, January 31, 2010

Hayy Allah.... Ummi Fall...


Hayy Allah .. Umi love not because of evil, not because umi felt stunned, not because to soul umi miserable and transformed umi not because his soul .. composition of each rhythm soul. At accompanied every grief. When you're not there, or when you're not real. Heaven wept HE sighed.
In each string of bow in the eye. A sleep the dream world, full of mortal reply Tucked ...
Billions of prayer .. Ya Allah .. You is the KING ...
From the entire universe ... And umi really love ...

Friday, January 29, 2010

ahhhh, u so damn.......


ahhhh, damn.....
in each view only the real you
pejaman every eye that you just imagine ...

ahhh, damn ....
What hurt me?
upset the endless ...
the unrequited longing ...
jealousy is no damping

ahhh, damn ...
debaranku getting stronger ...
although only a dream I saw a lump of fatigue ...
I'm really stuck ...
will love the intense ....

ahhh, damn ...
you're making me stuck ....
I begged one ..... This mirror is cracked .....
ko please .... let fly with missing fragments
which will never die
although the time hit ....

Aaaaahhh, I fell in love ...


flakes of snow, cold but beautiful ...
flames, warm but deadly ...
waves, cheerful yet mysterious ...
rain, eager to calm, but was suffering

reverberated through the flames of love ..
accompanied confusion in the world ...
do not ask ...

why, how .....
because I can not change the destiny of the world
although it was empty at once ....

accompanied by cries of fragility sport ...
I feel empty ....
far there do you feel
composition of each song and the tone is beautiful felt ...

Aaaaahhh, I fell in love ...
moment when you're away and no ...
Aaahh ..., finally I missed you

turns out, I also lost with the logic ....
I was alienated by you in the world ...
What do you feel ....?

all the snowflakes in the soul struggling ..
I really love ...

Hayy Allah, there's silence .....
will I be on hold mortal
because I was in lye romance .....

Thursday, January 28, 2010

My heart saying a prayer


Dil Ibadat Kar Raha Hai
My heart saying a prayer
Dhadkane Meri Sun
Listen to my heartbeats
Tujhko Main Kar Loon Hasil Lagi Hai Yahi Dhun
It keeps chanting I will get you
Zindgi Ki Shakh Se Loon Kuchh Hasin Pal Mein Chun
I will choose few beautiful branches from the tree of life
Tujhko Main Kar Loo Hasil Lagi Hai Yahi Dhun
I will get you
Jo Bhi Jitne Pal Jeeyu
Every moment I live
Unhe Tere Sang Jeeyu
I will live with you
Jo Bhi Kal Ho Ab Mera
Whatever tomorrows I have left with
Use Tere Sang Jeeyu
I will live them with you
Jo Bhi Saanse Main Bharoo
Every breath I take
Unhe Tere Sang Bharoo
I will take it with you
Chahe Jo Ho Rasta
Whatever the road is
Use Tere Sang Chalu
I will walk with you
Mujhko De Tu Mit Jaane
Let me break down
Ab Khudse Dil Mil Jaane
Meet my heart with myself
Kyu Hai Yeh Itna Fasla
Why you are so far
Lamhe Yeh Phir Naa Aane
These moments will not come again
Inko Tu Naa De Jaane
Please do not let them go
Tu Mujh Pe Khudko De Loota
Give yourself to me
Tujhe Tujhse Tod Loo
I will detach you from yourself
Kahi Khudse Jod Loo
Attach it to myself
Mere Jism O Jaan Main Aa
My body and soul
Teri Khusboo Odh Loo
I will fill with your scent
Jo Bhi Saanse Main Bharoo
Every breath I take
Unhe Tere Sang Bharoo
I will take it with you

Chahe Jo Ho Rasta
Whatever the road is
Use Tere Sang Chalu
I will walk with you
Bahoon Main De Bas Jaane
Let me live in your arms
Seene Main De Chhup Jaane
Will get lost in your heart
Tujh Bin Main Jaaun To Kahan
Where shall I go without you
Tujhse He Mujhe Ko Paane
With you I will see
Yaado Ke Woh Nazrane
All the beautiful memories
Ek Jinpe Hak Ho Bas Mera
Of which, only I have right
Teri Yaado Main Rahoo
I will live in your memories
Tere Khwabo Main Jagoo
Will awake to your dreams
Mujhe Doondhe Jab Koi
When someone look for me
Teri Aankho Main Milu
They will find me in your eyes
Jo Bhi Saanse Main Bharoo
Every breath I take
Unhe Tere Sang Bharoo
I will take it with you
Chahe Jo Ho Rasta
Whatever the road is
Use Tere Sang Chalu
I will walk with you

( Lyrics : Kumaar & Singer : KK )

Tu Jaane Na.........but you will never know.....


Kaise Bataye Kyun Tujhko Chahe
How should I tell you why I love you

Yaara Bata Na Paaye
I am not able to tell you, dear

Baatein Dilon Ki Dekho Jo Baaki
What the heart left to say

Aankhein Tujhe Samjhaaye
My eyes will tell you

Tu Jaane Na
But, you will never know

Milke Bhi Hum Na Mile Tumse Na Jane Kyun
Though you were in front of me, we never met, I don't know why

Milon Ke Hai Fasle Tumse Na Jaane Kyun
A distance of miles is between us, I don't know why

Anjane Hain Silsile Tumse Na Jaane Kyun
There is an unknown bonding with you, I don't know why

Sapne Hai Palkon Tale Tumse Na Jaane Kyun
Your dreams are on my eyes, I don't know why

Nigahon Mein Dekho Meri Jo Hai Bas Gaya
Look into my eyes to see who is there

Woh Hai Milta Tumse Hubahu
She matches with you entirely

Jane Teri Aankhen Thi Ya Baatein Thi Wajah
Don't know whether it was your eyes or what you said

Huye Tum Jo Dil Ki Arzooo
That you became my heart's desire

Tum Paas Hoke Bhi
Though you are near to me

Tum Aas Hoke Bhi
Though you are my desire

Ehsaaas Hoke Bhi
Though I can feel you

Apne Nahi
You are not mine

Aise Hai Humko Gile
And that's my complaint

Tum Se Na Jane Kyun
You will never know

Khayalon Mein Lakhon Batein Yun To Keh Gaya
I said a lot of things to you in my dreams

Bola Kuch Na Tere Samne
But nothing in front of you

Huye Na Begane Bhi Tum Hoke Aurke
Though you bacame somebody else's, you have not been stranger to me

Dekho Tum Na Mere Hi Bane
See, you didn't become mine

Afsoos Hota Hai
I feel regret

Dil Bhi Yeh Rota Hai
My heart cries in pain

Sapne Sanjota Hai
It's weaving your dreams

Pagla Hua Soche Yeh
My heart becomes mad thinking

Hum The Mile Tum Se Na Jane Kyun
Why we met, I don't know

Milon Ki Hai Fasle Tumse Na Jaane Kyun
A distance of miles is between us, I don't know why
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(by : Atif Aslam)

by meet u..i


Without Dreams, Eyes Were My Living
No One Was There, My Life was Lonely , Was Quite
No words On Lips
By meet You , So Whole World Meet Me
By Meet you, So Every Moment Is New
Cause Meeting you, that So With Everything Have Distance
By meet you, the Magic Happened
By meet you Learned To Live
By You , So I Earned god bye
with Closed Eyelids, My Desire Was Sleeping
Aroma In Air, I Didn’t Feel

don’t Know Where Was My Spring Growing
Aroma In Air, I Didn’t Feel
By You , So I met Came Aroma In Rains
By You , So I met Woken Up Wishes
By You , So I met Grew Longing Of Colors
By You , So I belive Magic Happened
do You Heard My Prayers, Heard Heart’s Loneliness
What More Should I Ask From You
I Am Incomplete Without You
I Am Complete With You

iam Thankful To You
How I Say Moments Are Touching Me
In It, Am Sensing You
How I Say In My Heart, There Are New Beats
By meet you , I Found My Heart
By meet you , I met Everything
By meet you, Nothing More I Need
By meet you Magic Happened
By meet you , I Learned To Live
By meet you I Earned God bye

Hayy Allah.....


every twilight would be extinguished, its light a little burned side of the room is empty soul. memories of the reign in the mind of the poet. every dance step spark animates quiet conscience. sometimes beautiful, sometimes troubled, sometimes disappearing, sometimes even lifeless. sound of terrible divine gift, which will never be lasting until the end of time. awake for a while now and gersangnya dam sun, desolate soul, body heat in the scarred soul hurts ... but it will not be eternal.

Monday, January 25, 2010

"A Love Before Time"



If the sky opened up for me,
And the mountain disappeared,
If the seas ran dry, turned to dust
And the sun refused to rise
I would still find my way,
By the light I see in your eyes
The world I know fades away
But you stay

As the earth reclaims it due
And the cycle starts anew
We'll stay, always
In the love that we have
Shared before time

If the years take away
Every memory that I have
I would still know the way
That would lead me back to your side
The north star may die
But the light that I see in your eyes
Will burn there always

Lit by the love we have
Shared before time

When the forest turns to jade
And the stories that we've made
Dissolve away
One shining light will still remain

When we shed our earthly skin
And when our real life begins
There'll be no shame
Just the love that we have made before time




( by : COCO LEE )

It's a private emotion


Every endless night has a dawning day
Every darkest sky has a shining ray
And it shines on you baby can't you see
You're the only one who can shine for me

It's a private emotion that fills you tonight
And a silence falls between us
As the shadows steal the light
And wherever you may find it
Wherever it may lead
Let your private emotion come to me
Come to me

When your soul is tired
and your heart is weak
Do you think of love
as a one way street
Well it runs both ways,
open up your eyes
Can't you see me here,
how can you deny

It's a private emotion that fills you tonight...

Every endless night has a dawning day
Every darkest sky has a shining ray
It takes a lot to laugh as your tears go by
But you can find me here
till your tears run dry
It's a private emotion that fills you tonigt

( by : Meja & Ricky Martin )

I want to spend my lifetime loving you


Moon so bright night so fine
Keep your heart here with mine
Life's a dream we are dreaming
Race the moon catch the wind
Ride the night to the end
Seize the day stand up for the light
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do

Heroes rise heroes fall
Rise again, win it all
In your heart, can't you feel the glory
Through our joy, through our pain
We can move worlds again
Take my hand, dance with me
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my lifetime loving you

Though we know we will never come again
Where there is love, life begins
Over and over again
Save the night, save the day
Save the love, come what may
Love is worth everything we pay
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I want to spend my lifetime loving you
If that is all in life I ever do
I will want nothing else to see me through
If I can spend my lifetime loving you

(by : tina Arena & Marc Anthony)

love is.....


It's The Heart's Tranquility And Trust its Love
It's The Heart's Torture And Yearning its Love
Oh, I Have Seen Today, Sweetheart, Love In Your Eyes its Love
Love Is The Intoxication Of Desire, You Don't Know
Those Who Have Loved Have Learned What Fun It Is
In It There Is A Loss Of Self In Meeting, In It There Is Separation Too
In It There Is The Color Of Faithfulness, There Is Unfaithfulness Too
In Love Us Crazy Lovers Live And Die
In Love Us Crazy Lovers Live And Die ya.. its Love

It's The Heart's Style And Power to Love
in It Reality Is Hidden, In It Is A Story Too
Upon Its Lips Is A Laugh, In Its Eyes Is Water Too
In It Is Restlessness, In It Is Peace Too
The Winning In This Game, In It Is Loss Also
In It, Those Amorous For Love Are Burning To Death
It Makes The Heart Restless its Love

Sunday, January 24, 2010

oh my shadow.....


I Have Desired You, I Will Desire You At Every
Even Upon Death This Love From My Heart Will Not Diminish
When Your Memory Comes, My Tears Flow
Time After Time They Say That We Will Meet

What Is This Life Of, It Is Only Your Story
It Is Only Your Story That Is This Life Of Mine
Those Words Of Yours, Those Actions Of Love
Were Those Promises And Vows Lies?
Dream Lover, Is This True, Just Tell Me This Much
So That This Moment Of Trust Will Not Break
Give Me Some Requital For My Waiting

I Have Desired You, I Will Desire You At Every
Even Upon Death This Love From My Heart Will Not Diminish
I Am Yours, Take Whatever Vows You Want From Me
Give Your Sorrows To Me, My Companion
All My Life I Have To Bear The Pain Of Separation
In The Roads My Destinations Are Lost
With Me Will Come My Troubles

You Are In Front Of Me, Then Why Is There This Distance?
How Can I Tell You What Helplessness There Is
Is This A Way To Live, There Is Only To Drink Tears
There Is Only To Drink Tears, Is This A Way To Live

i have to tell you....


I Will Take Birth A Hundred Times For You
I Will Die In Your Love
What No Lover Has Ever Done

I Will Do Something Like That
I Have To Tell You
I Have To Stay In Your Heart
On Silent Eyelashes Dreams Of You Grow
Only You Are In Sight, In My Heart
Only You Are In My Breath

You Are In My Wishes, In My Voice
Only You Are In My Words
I Have To Tell You
I Have To Stay In Your Heart
Come I Will Give You Love, I Will Surrender Both Worlds
You Are A Fairy, A Gentle Breeze, A Blossom, A Dripping Dewdrop
You Are An Intoxication, A Diversion, A Wonderful Season

I Have To Tell You, I Have To Stay In Your Heart
I Will Take Birth A Hundred Times For You
I Will Die In Your Love , What No Lover Has Ever Done
I Will Do Something Like That

Friday, January 22, 2010

Ya Allah......


Butir pasir ini sesaat tenang, d hinggapi siang membakar setiap raga malam. Gundahnya terasa gersang, meletup hebat di taman kalam. Bukan hasratku malang, bukan debaranku yang usang. Membahana dan bersinar ditemani redup temaram. Disambut garang oleh senyuman, dan di peluk oleh kecupan. Sungguh mesra bukan ??

Bukan kerinduan yg panjang. Bukan kelincahan kunang-kunang, karna... Yang kudamba adalah kalian , yg ummi seru dengan panggìlan kawan!!

Karena karunia Illahi tak pernah padam, hingga akhir zaman, aku menanti disisi jalan.... hingga terbentang jalan yang lapang di padang ilalang

Akankah cintaku ini akan terhapus hanya untuk semalam....ohhh Allah yang begitu luas bagai gumparan melebihi jagad alam.... kerinduan ku tak pernah kusam hanya untuk-Mu seorang...

Thursday, January 21, 2010

my heart... uffhtt


Hmmm, sweat with complains! Taste with a rowdy, bored with saturated, which welled up when you're away ... Though my soul is now flush, anyway! This wound did not heal .... it's not the medicine that was powerful ... Was the reply of my dreams but it is fragile ....

Not one that attacked the poor, but the challenging nature of war. And the bet will win, even in arid battle. Anyway, I'm fallen ...

Maybe the storm will be choppy, the waves may even rebellion, a moment anyway, if I cried wajarkah, although I would not be crowded evasive, quiet friend .... I'll be able to resist laughing .... By lillahi Robbi Only ...

Hope this is endless, even weakens the heart rate, thank you for always supporting. Although your friend is often collected cloud that always falls., Locking all upset in the shell ...




stone of heart....


''DUMB!! The stone cant feel, the sound of they breath wasnt none, even they can teasin sadness! Then for how long hah! U wanna prove?? Just throw it, just waist it! Will they scream load?!or just being silent. Hayy Allah,just one sign, cause i have been tired and so uncontrol...


i miss you .....


pulsation was very inspiring love, shed a ray of beautiful tears in lidded eyes, the smell of jealousy adding mortal lover, timeless time, timeless age, this time changing the face of such a lover, always pierce the soul, filled with the spirit of persecuted writers, who knows what he want? eternal silence made me even more to love, longing and even hate.

romance flames that never eke, gentle touch of fingers, like a river that will swell the warm dim light.

like rocks and waves, which hit each other ...
like the winds that blow in the heavenly aroma of each wrapper
whispered calm, amid aridity body, and the thirsty soul ..
would pass, I missed every touch it ..
staggered and fell in vibration passion .... really embarrassed ....
miss never docked ....
endless love unrequited ...
jealous endless ...
when you come back, O surge ...

I really miss ... that you will smile .....

Wednesday, January 20, 2010


O soul, still if you're friends with the world, O miserable, are you still friends with the complaints, hi light is if you had the night after another. hmmm what the world should complain when the waves hit the rocky cliff, what should I friends with the eternal blue, which is always disturbing body. whether it will manifest wheezing like what. because I was tired of sweating and miserable. These fingers have missed his master, this body has missed sleep, aaaahhh troubled ... silence of the night and day dryness. I am a very grounded, can I take a break, winning the beauty of faith are often evasive. I've fallen in love with him, may I miss, can I love him, I could feel the throb of his soul?? may I ??

This silence so swell, I could not stand it ... or may be forced to survive .... I want to fly away ... wingless though ... I was flying for , Allah .. so I can reach all my hope You ... I miss

my eternal love....


The Face I See When I Close My Eyes, The Face I See

Is Yours, My Love....Is Yours, My Love

The One Who's Love Has Given Me So Much Contentment

Is You, My Love

You, Love Of My Life, Are My Dream One

My Heart Has Acknowledged You As My Sweetheart

I Am So Proud Of You My Friend

Please Don't Ever Object To My Love

My Love Says You Are My Life

You're In Every Breath I Take

You Are My Dream on my sleep

You Are My Wings on my fly away

 

But,…..

Any confusion will pass, every hope it will be achieved,

every eye will be closed, every love would be avenged,

every atrocity will get rewarded.

Each miss will be satisfied. Every smile will be crying about.

Each period will be too. Each greed will feel full at the end,

and the only one who wrote the eternal ... just Allah  love right  ??

which does not demand love, reward, or affection of all his people....

 


Assalamualaikum...raga, jiwa dan nyawa... Masih kah berada setìa disana?! Hmm...pagi yg berkabut ini sudah membahana... titik hujan telah meyeruakkan nafasnya di jiwa,  Akan kah mentari tetap malu menyembunyikan gairahnya di angkasa sana?Karna jujur....aku sudah mulai lelah menantinya dalam fana...

jika masih berbayang senja... aku akan menantinya disana.... ya di sana hingga ajalku tiba..


this heart will fallin love.....


It Will Have To Laugh, It Will Also Have To Cry It Will Have To Gain,It Will Also Have To Lose Morning And Evening It Will Let Out Sighs In Loneliness Every Heart That Loves In The Fragrant Bed Of Eyelashes Becoming A Dream,It Grows Upon Its Wild Heartbeat Does Any Force Hold Up?

It Will Have To Waken, It Will Have To Sleep
It Will Have To Live, It Will Have To Drink Poison
Upon One's Beautiful Face It Will Die, Every Heart That Loves
Giving Rest To Another, Why Does It Take Restlessness?
This Is So Crazy, Just Like
One Who In Love Gives Even Life
It Will Have To Speak, It Will Have To Remain Silent
It Will Have To Bear The Pain Of Separation Here
No Matter How Much Others Try To Sway It, It Will Not Sway

About LOVE

... love to call you ... pabila follow him despite winding road ... And, merangkummu ... pabila wings pasrahlah and surrender, even though the sword hidden in between the wings was hurt ...

Destroy my bones, but I did not throw it until I heard the voice of love calling me and see my soul is ready for adventure...

Body has a desire that we do not know. They are separated for reasons of temporal and separated at the end of the earth. But the spirit remains in the hands of love ... continue to live ... until death came and dragged them to the Lord ...

Do not cry, my love ... Do not cry and be happy, because we are bound together in love. Only with a beautiful love ... we can withstand the pain of poverty, bitterness of sorrow, and grief of separation

I want to love you with a simple ... like the word did not get the wood to the fire said that makes the ashes ... I want to love you with a simple ... as a gesture that did not get sent to the rain clouds that made no ...

Kahlil Gibran

LOVE

LOVE the AGUNG
Is when you shed tears
and STILL care of it ..
Is when he's not and you STILL mempedulikanmu
faithfully waiting for him ..
Was when he began to love others
and you STILL can smile while you say 'I
'm happy for you '

If love does not work ... FREE yourself ...
Let your heart spread its wings again
and fly to the wild MORE ..
Remember ... that you may find love and
loss ..
but .. when love is dead .. you DO NOT need to die
with ...

They are NOT the strongest man who always
win .. BUT they are still going when
they fall

Khalil Gibran